PlEaSe BeLiEvE tHaT I aM sHy In My DeFeAt[[nazim]]

[Nazim Vaisey]

{{not unlike an endless burning desert.

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17 years of hiding in the dark
Heart of gold, but eyes of steel
Acting the part of studious misbehavior

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so grab something sharp, find some cover;;

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and there she was, glaring{{MOTHER}}
through olive eyes and chalk white skin{{ILLEGITIMATE FATHER}}
i want you to know that i won’t be holding back tonight{{FATHER}}
she stole my heart{{GRANDMOTHER}}

xxx

xxx

kill the lights and nail the back door shut;;

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don't fight the beat that keeps you steady+OLD ENEMY+
with no one left around to hear your melody+CLOSE+
would you sing it the same way+FAKE+
cause your smile fades with every photograph+CHILDHOOD+
dear meghan, would it kill you to be honest once in awhile+PARTNER IN CRIME+ (1/3)
you’re just finding better ways to suit yourself+BEST+ (0/1)
closer, never close enough to hurt you+SCHOOL+
yeah, we’re getting closer+ACQUAINTANCE+
but never close enough to reach you, no+DRINKING+
and your smile fades with every photograph+SECRET+
all them years blastin’ ducks on Grandma’s old TV+SUPERFICIAL+
meghan is a vegetarian now+ONE SIDED+
and so are all her peeps+CONFIDANT+

xxx

xxx

this isn't funny anymore;;

"steady now, don't stray from the process"<EX FRIEND>
if i stand any longer<ANNOYANCE>
these roots might just take from the ground<FRIENDLY RIVAL>
and bury me with them<BETRAYED NAZIM>
but i will always adore you<BETRAYED YOU>
i've got the scarf that you made me<JEALOUSY>
it's all that i'm taking<DISLIKE>
so save yourself<RIVAL>
i will not die here alone<HATRED>
i'm ready now<IGNORE>
i'm slave to my conscience<COMPETITION>
but still, i am young<ARCHNEMESIS>

xxx

xxx

this means war;;

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three years is a long, long time to fly standbyxATTRACTED TO AN ENEMYx

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and pillow talk from a cellular phone isn't healthyxCURRENTx [/size]
and neither am ixBAD BREAKx[/size]
i read your replyxFLINGx[/size]
from your hand scribbled rosexDATINGx [/size]
to your heartfelt goodbyexENGAGEDx [/size]
so please, destroy the letters you savedxFIRST LOVEx [/size]
with the flowers i sent to youxFLIRTINGx [/size]
pressed between pages of liesxEX-GOOD TERMSx [/size]
your scrapbook is open for servicexUNREQUITEDx [/size]
so please be a sweetheartxAFFAIRx [/size]
and see that our pages are whitexEX-BAD TERMSx [/size]
one thing is certainxENEMY ATTRACTED TO NAZIMx [/size]
the sun will risexCRUSH ON TEACHERx [/size]
and i'll keep flyingxMARRIEDx [/size]
i'll fold my armsxCHEATED ON YOUx [/size]
stare to the ceiling, and wonderxCHEATED ON NAZIMx [/size]
how is the weather therexCRUSH ON YOUx [/size]
i fail to believe that your words don't deceive mexCRUSH ON NAZIMx [/size]
airports aren't the way they once werexLAST RELATIONSHIPx [/size]
no more waiting through tall windows for her returnxREJECTED NAZIMx [/size]
i'll turn up the sound of lonelinessxREJECTED YOUx [/size]
i gotta move closer, go hide by the grocerxDIVORCEDx [/size]
examining naval oranges as i adore herxCOVER RELATIONSHIPx [/size]
i know it's coy, but hey that's not the pointxLUSTING FOR YOUx [/size]
i can't help it, and oh, manxLUSTING FOR NAZIMx [/size]
if you only knew half the things i wanna doxMORE THAN FRIENDSx [/size]
let's trade this store for the silence of my roomxTRUE LOVEx[/left]

xxx

xxx

don't take this the wrong way;;

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what's a boy to do<^>FEARS NAZIM
these feet are stuck in daddy's shoes<^>FEARS YOU
every time i dream<^>RESPECTS NAZIM
it fades away like disappearing ink<^>CREATURE
have you come to save me<^>RESPECTS YOU
keep the sky from falling down<^>ORDER MEMBER
cause when i wonder where i'm headed<^>GRENDEL MEMBER
you keep my head up in the clouds<^>CO-WORKER
show me a day in the sun<^>TEACHER
show me the way to your blue sky happiness<^>PROTECTS NAZIM
and when the rainclouds come to start a fight<^>PROTECTS YOU
we'll build a fort, we'll build it just our size<^>ADMIRES YOU
you keep the pressure off my feet<^>ADMIRES NAZIM
it seems my plans are falling through<^>YOUR MENTOR
everything i build soon falls apart<^>NAZIM’S MENTOR
can't finish what i start<^>OTHER SPECIFY

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but i'd rather choke and die then sit around and fall without a fight;;

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[size=1]-Guns out with his eyes on the prize at WHERE DO YOU WORK.-
>I’ll be your HOW DO YOU KNOW NAZIM//
+You’re a bit of a UNIQUE FACT ABOUT YOU+
&& Oh, Naz, you’re THREE WORDS ABOUT NAZIM.
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[size=3][b][color=ff6600]I’LL TALK THROUGH MY HAT + IF YOU’LL LEND ME YOUR EAR[/size][/color][/b]
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[color=006699][size=2][i]AGE IN WORDS is a fine line between old and young.[/i][/size]
[size=1]-Guns out with her eyes on the prize at WHERE DO YOU WORK.-
>I’ll be your HOW DOES NAZIM KNOW YOU//
+You’re a bit of a UNIQUE FACT ABOUT YOU+
&& Oh, Nazim, you’re THREE WORDS ABOUT NAZIM.
Maybe I’m a bit THREE WORDS ABOUT YOU. &&[/size][/color]

RELATIONSHIPS

[size=3][b][color=ff3300]I’LL TALK THROUGH MY HAT + IF YOU’LL LEND ME YOUR EAR[/size][/color][/b]
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EXAMPLE
[n.]AZIM (f.)IDELIS [v.]AISEY

Seventeen is a fine line between old and young.
-Guns out with his eyes on the prize at Hogwarts.-
>I’ll be your stud, student, and actor//
+You’re a bit of a wise cracker.+
&& Oh, Nazim, you’re studying, failing, and fighting.
Maybe I’m a bit terrified, mature, and crazy. &&

i want to know my fate if i keep up this way<^>MY MENTOR

I’LL TALK THROUGH MY HAT + IF YOU’LL LEND ME YOUR EAR

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"Nazim? What a ham!"[/size]
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[Nazim Vaisey]

i found my strength in numbers;;

[t.]ANNER (m.)ICHAEL [b.]ANCROFT

Twenty-one is a fine line between old and young.
-Guns out with his eyes on the prize at Ashwinder Inn
>I’ll be your enemy//
+You’re a bit of a convicted killer+
&& Oh, Naz, you’re protective, bold, and annoying.
Maybe I’m a bit murderous, mean, and evil. &&

i will not die here alone<HATRED>
if i stand any longer<ANNOYANCE>
cause when i wonder where i'm headed<^>GRENDEL MEMBER

I’LL TALK THROUGH MY HAT + IF YOU’LL LEND ME YOUR EAR

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"Nazim! Oh the name makes me very angry. I remember catching the irritating Slytherin defiling the halls of Hogwarts. I escorted him to headmaster's office and that's where things took a turn for the worse. I ordered the pitiful Slytherin to torture a stupid Gryffindor. He then turned the tables on me and attacked me. If I ever see that stupid Slytherin again I will do everything in my power to kill him."[/size]

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but i can't fake it any longer;;

[d.]EMELZA (j.)ANE [r.]OBINS

Seventeen is a fine line between old and young.
-Guns out with her eyes on the prize at Hogwarts.-
>I’ll be your student, enemy, secret crush//
+You’re a bit of a temperamental sweetheart+
&& Oh, Nazim, you’re cute, cunning, and sharp.
Maybe I’m a bit athletic, friendly, and shy. &&

don't fight the beat that keeps you steady+OLD ENEMY+
it's all that i'm taking<DISLIKE>
i fail to believe that your words don't deceive mexCRUSH ON NAZIMx

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i can't help it, and oh, manxLUSTING FOR NAZIMx [/size]


I’LL TALK THROUGH MY HAT + IF YOU’LL LEND ME YOUR EAR[/color][/b]
"so mister vaisey definitely did not make a good impression the first time i met him. he was kinda rude and i just never really liked him. i find that he changed a bit, but i'm a bit shy about trusting people still. to be honest, and don't tell anyone, i kinda have a crush on him, but i would never let him know that. i really hope he has changed and can prove me wrong that not all boys and slytherins are pricks and some can be nice."[/size]
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[l.]IBERTY (i.)SLA [m.]ARTIN

Seventeen is a fine line between old and young.
-Guns out with her eyes on the prize at Hogwarts.-
>I’ll be your best friend, and confidante//
+You’re a bit of a shy girl+
&& Oh, Nazim, you’re trustworthy, friendly, and a brilliant writer.
Maybe I’m a bit timid, reliable, and loyal. &&

dear meghan, would it kill you to be honest once in awhile+PARTNER IN CRIME+
and so are all her peeps+CONFIDANT+[/b][/size]
with the flowers i sent to youxFLIRTINGx [/size]
how is the weather therexCRUSH ON YOUx [/size]
i fail to believe that your words don't deceive mexCRUSH ON NAZIMx [/size]
these roots might just take from the ground<FRIENDLY RIVAL>
every time i dream<^>RESPECTS NAZIM
have you come to save me<^>RESPECTS YOU
and when the rainclouds come to start a fight<^>PROTECTS YOU
we'll build a fort, we'll build it just our size<^>ADMIRES YOU
you keep the pressure off my feet<^>ADMIRES NAZIM
can't finish what i start<^>EMOTIONAL SUPPORT

I’LL TALK THROUGH MY HAT + IF YOU’LL LEND ME YOUR EAR[/color][/b]
"Oh, Nazzy. I can't remember how we first got in touch but we started writing to each other, and there was an instant connection. I've always found it easier to talk via the written medium rather than speech and Nazzy was just there for me, even though we hardly ever met face-to-face. I've told him things I don't think that I've ever told anyone other than my sister before, and I really do trust him. I'd trust him with my life, and I probably did while we were in the DA together. I'm still a bit shy around him in person, but I know that he's there for me too. I mean, sometimes, especially last year, it could be really tough having to see the other side of him, the Slytherin side, but I think I've got used to that now, and it's probably less of an issue this year too. He scares me a little when he's like that, though. But he's a really nice person. I like him a lot."[/size]
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[d.]APHNE (l.)YNN [g.]REENGRASS

EIGHTEEN is a fine line between old and young.
-Guns out with her eyes on the prize at no where.-
>I’ll be your best friend and your best lover//
+You’re a bit of a victim+
&& Oh, Nazim, you’re absolutely bloody amazing.
Maybe I’m a bit crazy, you know. &&

you’re just finding better ways to suit yourself+BEST+
and when the rainclouds come to start a fight<^>PROTECTS YOU
if you only knew half the things i wanna doxMORE THAN FRIENDSx [/size]
we'll build a fort, we'll build it just our size<^>ADMIRES YOU
show me the way to your blue sky happiness<^>PROTECTS NAZIM
how is the weather therexCRUSH ON YOUx [/size]
you keep the pressure off my feet<^>ADMIRES NAZIM
i fail to believe that your words don't deceive mexCRUSH ON NAZIMx [/size]
with the flowers i sent to youxFLIRTINGx [/size]

I’LL TALK THROUGH MY HAT + IF YOU’LL LEND ME YOUR EAR[/color][/b]
"Nazzy! I love him, he's adorable. Granted, I will admit the slight fall out we had a few years back was hard. However, now I know that I would go crazy without him in my life. He's been my friend, despite who I really am. And, now, without seeing him every day, nearly every day, like I'm used to, I guess I'm missing him a bit more than I thought I would... So, maybe I do like him as something more than I once thought... Granted, I don't think anything will come of it. But, who knows? Maybe he'll surprise me."[/size]
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[g.]INEVRA (m.)OLLY [w.]EASLEY

Seventeen is a fine line between old and young.
-Guns out with her eyes on the prize at Hogwarts.-
>I’ll be your student, friend, flirt, friendly rival//
+You’re a bit of a strong hearted girl+
&& Oh, Nazim, you’re charming, cunning, and flirtatious.
Maybe I’m a bit loyal, tempermental, and independent. &&

with no one left around to hear your melody+CLOSE+
these roots might just take from the ground<FRIENDLY RIVAL>
with the flowers i sent to youxFLIRTINGx [/size]
i know it's coy, but hey that's not the pointxLUSTING FOR YOUx [/size]
every time i dream<^>RESPECTS NAZIM
have you come to save me<^>RESPECTS YOU
and when the rainclouds come to start a fight<^>PROTECTS YOU
we'll build a fort, we'll build it just our size<^>ADMIRES YOU
you keep the pressure off my feet<^>ADMIRES NAZIM

I’LL TALK THROUGH MY HAT + IF YOU’LL LEND ME YOUR EAR[/color][/b]
"Nazim is pretty cool, even for a Slytherin. I was surprised when he joined the D.A., but I guess it was just because of the house he belonged too. As I got to know him, I came to find that he was different from the other Slytherins, not as conceited or rude. He became a good friend, and though there is definitely some attraction there, it won't ever become anything more than exchanges of innocent flirting. I know his reputation, and I'm not looking to get involved with someone like that, or at least not as anything more than just friends. Hopefully we'll keep in touch after the year ends!"[/size]
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[l.]AURIE (m.)ARIE [l.]ISBETH

Seventeen is a fine line between old and young.
-Guns out with her eyes on the prize at Hogwarts.-
>I’ll be your friend, ex, and partner in crime//
+You’re a bit of a klutzy goof+
&& Oh, Nazim, you’re a really great guy.
Maybe I’m a bit shy, timid, and trustworthy. &&

with no one left around to hear your melody+CLOSE+
dear meghan, would it kill you to be honest once in awhile+PARTNER IN CRIME+
closer, never close enough to hurt you+SCHOOL+
these roots might just take from the ground<FRIENDLY RIVAL>
with the flowers i sent to youxFLIRTINGx [/size]
pressed between pages of liesxEX-GOOD TERMSx [/size]
i'll fold my armsxCHEATED ON YOUx [/size]
i fail to believe that your words don't deceive mexCRUSH ON NAZIMx [/size]
keep the sky from falling down<^>ORDER MEMBER
cause when i wonder where i'm fight<^>PROTECTS YOU
we'll build a fort, we'll build it just our size<^>ADMIRES YOU
you keep the pressure off my feet<^>ADMIRES NAZIM


I’LL TALK THROUGH MY HAT + IF YOU’LL LEND ME YOUR EAR
"Nazim is probably the best or one of the best guys I've ever met. I've never known anyone like him, and he was one of the first guys I've ever fallen for. He was only the second boyfriend I've ever had and I feel like I connect with him really well. Well, I know I do. We were together for a while, and I was happier than I'd been in a while, but our relationship kind of changed after a while. Naz was more distant and I found out he'd been cheating on me. I wasn't mad, not really. I was only sad, and I wondered why, but I know people do make mistakes, so I forgave him for it and we're still friends. Good friends. And I want it to stay that way. I won't lie and say I don't still have feelings for him, but even if we're not together, being friends is better than nothing, because I wouldn't like it very much if I couldn't see him at all. I still spend a lot of time with him, whenever he can get away from the common room and I've gotten used to him acting like he hates me when the other Slytherins are around. I mean, what else is he going to do? And another thing is, Nazim means a lot to me. I guess I've already explained that, but I feel like he knows me more than anyone else. I don't have many friends since I like to be alone most of the time, and he's one of the only ones I can be myself around. And even though I'm a prefect, I still like to goof off and do stupid things with him when we're alone. I know if I'm caught I could get my badge taken away from me, but it doesn't matter much to me. I like to have fun with Nazim, and he's the only one I stuff like that with anyway. Most of the time I do everything I'm told and don't do anything wrong, but when I'm with him, it feels like I have this whole other side and I like it. Not saying I'm not a little shy with him still, though, I mean I'll probably always be, but I have to say, I like myself a little more since I met him. Hopefully we'll always be friends, and maybe sometime in the future we could try a relationship out again. Only if he wants to, though. I'm not going to bring it up."
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[Nazim Vaisey]

hear me out: i don't listen well;;

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--things that go bump in the night{{Liberty{{feed me
--hey demelza why are you messing with me{{Demelza{{feed me
--ginny and seven, please{{Ginny{{feed me
--run away with me tonight{{Daphne{{feed me
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lesson one||DADA people
creature of habit||Liberty&Amelia
the da returns||DA people
white rabbit on the run again||Danae
an unusual friendship||Charles
falling from the tops of trees||Milo
all in time||Abagail
hang my head in shame||Nan&Tanner
anyone for a good story||Laurie
confound it all||James
an exoskeleton for you and i||Alex
basic spells||DA people
a love for the logical||Samantha
black skulls on the wall||Laurie
leaves they crunch underfoot||Astoria
this beautiful tragedy||Daphne
not so friendly for now||Lizzy
of bleeding bones and bruised cuts||Tabitha

i'm always a pleasure to be with;;

when the pleasure's always mine;;

everything i wanted to say but couldn't||Milo
just don't call me the devil||Liberty

so give me something, or someone, i can hide behind;;

Slytherin

Ravenclaw

SUGAR ON THE ASPHALT:;:Laurie

Hufflepuff

CHANGE EVERYTHING;:;Libby

Gryffindor

REMEMBERING SUNDAY:;:Demelza
STRANGE AND BEAUTIFUL:;:Ginny

Adult

OF DARK DESIGN:;:Theodore
TAKE ME HIGHER:;:Daphne

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